Sacred Haven of Debauchery

These are already different aspects of this work. I might be able to handle the sight of blood and other things (I've seen it before and it didn't bother me), but the responsibility... that's the most difficult thing for me, because I understand what the consequences of a mistake could be, and I don't think I could take that on. But I was referring to the activity itself, not the side factors. I didn't talk about them (that's a different conversation), and the question was about possibilities, not desires (otherwise, I would be studying there right now).