philosophy

You don't understand... There are people who see war as a field for heroic deeds, without realizing that war is just STUPID SLAUGHTER. And it's not art; it's an art for generals, but not for soldiers. Killing a person in peacetime is even more romantic; here, you weigh all the pros and cons, but in war, you just kill... Or get killed.
And regarding darkness, you yourself confirmed my words! :)