Tannhauser's Diary.

I want to be a girl sometimes, is it normal?
Summarizing this wonderful topic. It turned out to be quite an interesting discussion, don't you think? I don't think so either.
Twelve people voted in the poll, two of whom treated the question superficially and at the same time overly seriously. What gender reassignment, for fuck's sake? What homosexuality and pedophilia? Are you guys completely stoned over there?
For me, this desire is equivalent to regretting that I was born Russian and in this country. But the past cannot be changed, right? Such a desire may have arisen before, but very rarely. Now it has been fueled by weeaboo-ness... simply put: it's like holding a fire to a stack of dry hay.
And since this desire is unattainable, it has no boundaries.
I.e., if you ask, the answer is: yes, I would like to be some Korean girl and get from life what was in my imagination (specifically for Crabby and Loken: there were no erotic fantasies involved).
But goddammit, I am a guy, and I'm completely fine with that, I don't feel like a girl. But if someone thinks that having such a desire is something unhealthy, that's their problem.

Just now, as usual, I put the kettle on, not noticing some crap with a pie covered by a towel on the neighboring burner, and left.
A couple of minutes later, heading to the kitchen, I smelled something burning; I walk in and see the entire towel on fire.
At first, like an idiot, I tried to blow it out, which only made it flare up even more. Then, I grabbed it, pulled it out the window, and tried to shake it so the fire would go out. Well yeah, there's more oxygen outside, so that didn't weaken the fire, it only intensified it. Then, I just threw it in the sink and flooded it with water. Turns out living is quite dangerous.

- well why not. you simply intensified the fire to get more fun and adrenaline. good job.
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I'm going to work as a firefighter.
- called to put out a garage fire
- instead, you set fire to the neighboring garages
- and started putting them all out (I think Ar wouldn't mind me posting his joke here)

It would be funny if they had a fire, Revan got terrible burns on his face and was forced to wear a mask for the rest of his days. He would go out into the streets at night and kill people.