I want to be a girl sometimes, is it normal?

And here I am, unable to fall asleep. Sigh, it's probably because of my worries about this topic... OR maybe it's the sudden hunger that's keeping me awake, and the fact that I woke up quite late today. I tried to satisfy my hunger with a piece of cold baked goods, but I ended up feeling even hungrier. And my leg is also aching.
Or maybe this is the first phase? And when I wake up, I'll be twenty centimeters shorter, weigh less, my shoulders will become narrower, losing their broad and masculine shape, my facial features will change significantly, becoming softer and more feminine, and of course, there will be other, no less important changes that will turn me into a full-fledged girl.
But my leg really aches.