Sacred Haven of Debauchery

what should I do?!

This is Gaga-addiction. Do the following: pray to some God. Then, open a tab in your browser with the Alejandro music video, press play, and immediately close the tab. Then pray again, then open it again, and so on, repeat this algorithm several times. Drink some mineral water, then go somewhere in the countryside. Where a railway passes. Pray to God. When a train is approaching, suddenly throw yourself directly in front of it and under the wheels.