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The quote about you and Torium suggests that one of you is likely a mad scientist. And the one who "is in a hurry to live..." is the only one who is definitely NOT mad. (and not a scientist) )) The only BUT: can we trust these notes?
Maybe the last line is a signature?
Всё не так плохо как Вы думаете. Всё намного хуже!