Sacred Haven of Debauchery

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[/U]Too bad, I didn't get to play in the snow, but I really want to fight someone.

Fighting is a sin

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I had paranoia as a child too; I always thought there were hidden cameras all over the apartment, and someone was watching me.
It turned out it was my cat.
I'm the same, only I don't want to kill that person; I just don't care about him. So what if he found out about my vibrator, or something else?

And sometimes I start to panic:smile21. It's like a fear of myself. I look at myself, I see myself... I live within myself!!! At the same time, I feel a terrible sense of helplessness and uncertainty. It's awful! I'm just going crazy! Brrr... It only subsides during sleep or conversation. This is the scariest fear for me. It's a trial that surpasses all the hardships of life. It can last up to four months, and then I return to the hustle and bustle and forget about my fear. I can't explain it!

And sometimes I laugh during a conversation or while eating and can't stop:smile39. This annoys my family, and sometimes they give me a slap on the back of the head:o:smile05... This is my neurosis. And when I go to bed, I can't stop until midnight!!! I can't take a breath! :smile32. I don't have that now, but I'm terribly afraid of it happening again!