Sacred Haven of Debauchery

and I ate two bananas today, and in the semolina porridge, there are lumps (from the semolina, they just clump together), and it makes me feel nauseous (not because of the taste, but just a reflex when I find something like that in this porridge or mashed potatoes).
P.S. In mashed potatoes, there is usually onion, and it is also chopped and cooked... yuck, that's what makes me feel nauseous).