Love is both happiness and pain...

I didn't believe in love, but one HORRIBLE day, November 22, 2008, I saw her VKontakte profile (not an advertisement). Half an hour later, I was given her address, the intercom code, her home and mobile phone numbers, and so on. I met her, and that was it, I fell in love. For three months, I pursued her, scaring off anyone who approached her. I even had to go to her school (she's in 11th grade) and beat up half of her class. She left in tears. I won her over, everything was perfect, but she didn't like that I kept scaring away all the guys who flirted with her. She showed a noticeable indifference towards me. After I changed the nose of her old friend, whom I didn't know, she started avoiding me. Now she's dating someone else. And I've been like this for a month... well, my state can be described in a few words: ...and quietly, I'm going crazy...