Poems...

Is it fate that guides us through life, deciding what will happen? By depriving us of the freedom of choice, it leads us to death... Are we also slaves to it forever? Must we live only to die? Is it possible to deceive fate and change the course of events? To erase what is prescribed for us in the book of eternity, And carve something new, something closer to our spirit... Then will we escape our fate? And find the path to immortality and eternity? I did everything to change my fate, But death found me, and soon I will die... ---------------------------------------------------------- I look at you Like a mother looks at her child With tender longing in her heart, Tears freeze in my eyes. Your image is in my heart and soul. It inspired me with a wonderful dream, Where you, my beautiful one, Play among the flowers With waves of golden hair. And suddenly you saw me, I held my breath, So as not to scare away the vision. You began to approach cautiously, When there were only three steps left, She stopped for a moment. Her face, and especially her eyes. They resembled the stars of the sky, So beautiful and bright. Your modest smile Shone on me. You reached out your hand to me And I touched it with my lips. My eyes were blinded by love, A siren sings in my ears, And my heart beats differently. I soar into the heavens When emotions in a wave Lifted me up and carried me To a completely different dimension, Where there is a world of good and love, Where there is no death and no evil. And I would believe everything, But suddenly I woke up, And there is no you next to me again. ------------------------------------------------------------ You go forward, You go, and you don't want to know When this closed circle will end, When suddenly a force will be found That will suddenly be able To end you forever, When the beheaded corpse falls. Your corpse, your body, your soul. Your spirit will soar... But not upwards! But like a hundred-ton stone, it will rush down There, where there is eternal Gloom There, where it is dark, Where the king is Evil, Where immortal Darkness reigns. Where demons soar over a lake of lava, Where Light is only poison And death for the perished. You will be resurrected again, you will learn to be again A weapon of Darkness in this vast world. Again, your enemies will finish you off. For what time already? I don't remember! -------------------------------------------------------- (Written before the exam :) ) All life has passed, and there is no meaning, Fate turned its ass on me, My luck fell into the abyss. I look at myself in a shard of ice. And I see a distortion of the world. But what to do, how should I be? And I will not hear an answer, But only the sound of my heartbeat. So what should I torment myself with doubts? And I look down at my hands, And there lies my fate And a pistol offers it to me. In my hand, I burn the power, Cold and evil for the living, And I put the barrel in my mouth, I feel the taste of iron with my teeth. And tears roll down me, It's time to say goodbye to the world. Trigger, click, a moment And in a moment, life flies away, And a gram of lead will stop it... ----------------------------------------------------------- At the crossroads of four roads, In a village that God himself built. Say the name twice, And the sun, giving its warmth to everyone, Will illuminate the world where you live, And if you say it a third time You will summon a bird at that very moment... Flying through hell, through death, On the wings of the night, soaring in the sky, It will come to you And protect you from pain and loss, Just believe in it! Believing, turn your gaze to the south And whisper quietly, friend... Close your innocent eyes And a salty tear will roll down, Then you will hear the quiet sound of rain... Sadness and joy, pain and a cry, You will feel it at that moment... Sadness is the grief that it carries... And joy is what everyone is waiting for... And the pain of loss, and the cry of the soul, You will feel all this in it... Hear what I hear And only then will you understand me... ---------------------------------------------------- How to act in life today? What does honor, obedience, and freedom mean? I can drink and smoke the first one away. Yes, the world is cruel, and I am cruel. Honor has become a myth for the people, Because the rabble has grown up in a pigsty. And they shot an intellectual, mocking and killing, Only a stream of people remained, Like robots walking everywhere. And the world turned upside down, shedding a lonely tear. Some are nobles, the rest are just slaves. And they rule us as they please. What does your life mean, I will answer you It is worth no more than the shards of an egg, You are just a tool for the work of sirs and nobles. But people could understand everything, And they lived in fear and humiliation. But sometimes, in the course of centuries, people were born, Who swim among treacherous seas, Laughing at the storms of death. And as always, they were not given life. They were poisoned, killed, burned on bonfires, But they remained alive after dying, As long as people remember them. They fought for freedom, Which is now easy to say, But our ancestors died And they only whispered this word. And what my fathers and ancestors gave me, I will take it with me into eternity And I will choose death now, While I am still standing on my feet And I will spit in the face of obedience.