Poems...

Tears of the black sun
You don't smile the way you used to
There's no more warmth in your heart
You call pain tenderness
And it's dark for you even during the day.

Sometimes you can't catch your breath
This pain eats away at you
You've forgotten what desire is
You're tired of fighting yourself.

How did all this happen
How did I lose my wings
There's no freedom, only thoughts
That my soul is already black.

It has become dark, not from pain
It's just that the world is against me
But I won't give up, I won't surrender
And I'll regain, even if just a little, the warmth.