Light or Darkness?

To answer this question, we need to clearly define the terms: what does "light" and "darkness" mean in this context?

These are two eternal philosophical questions that have no definitive answer. We can only offer an "approximate" answer, if that's the right way to put it.
Darkness - freedom, do whatever you want, and it doesn't necessarily mean being evil/bad/cruel/a traitor, etc.
Light - first and foremost, you need to think more about others than about yourself.
What is closer to me... In games, I'm almost always on the dark side. But in reality, I want to be good, but it doesn't always work out. I guess darkness is closer to me after all.