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Hmm, Lochen, are you perhaps referring to the movie "Fahrenheit 451"? That's truly a film that evokes a sense of melancholy (I've only read the book, but they say the movie is well-made). I myself experience such bouts of depression sometimes; I usually try to push away these gloomy thoughts because it's hard to find someone who doesn't have some kind of monotonous routine. Even the most dangerous professions become routine if you do them for a very long time. Try to find something good and cheerful in everything. Try to have fun with good friends, or engage in your favorite activity (experiments on people :)), in short, don't think about it. All dreams about living a better, different life are an illusion. However, there is another option, but it's much more difficult. If strong ties (parents, close relatives) don't interfere, you can actually leave for a while (preferably to an unfamiliar place, and preferably with a friend or girlfriend), and visit new, unfamiliar places. Try to take up a new activity, in short, take a break from the routine. And if, after the break, you start to miss the routine soon, try to turn your favorite activity into a professional one. Of course, after that, it won't be your favorite anymore, but at least you'll fight the feeling of dissatisfaction within yourself. As they say, "life is a series of moments. So you have to seize your moment."