It's better to find a normal hobby, like Tolkien fans, or go to historical reenactors like Prince_omega, at least you'll know some history and breathe fresh air)))
And it doesn't take much intelligence to cut yourself;
P.S.
Satan strongly asks all "Satanists" not to bother him anymore"))))
He told me so))) Otherwise, he'll send the Templar order after them in real life)))))