Sacred Haven of Debauchery

I was pondering Neyra Andreevna's words that maybe I am already a grown man and it’s time, so to speak, to get married. No chance, let me tell you right away. First, I am sick. That’s one thing. Second, I have no money at all. Third, I am not ready to take on such an unbearable burden as raising even one cheater. And I won’t even talk about some beloved woman; she doesn’t exist.