Sacred Haven of Debauchery

I was pondering Neyra Andreevna's words, thinking that maybe I am already an adult man and it’s time, so to speak, to get married. But there are absolutely no chances, let me tell you right away. First of all, I am sick. That’s one thing. Secondly, I have no money at all. Thirdly, I am not ready to take on such a heavy burden as raising even one cheater. And I won’t even mention anything about some beloved woman; she doesn’t exist.