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Beata's face showed that she had a joke about Alaria's talents on the tip of her tongue, but Gillon looked at her so sternly and disapprovingly that she bit her tongue and simply applauded her friend along with her fiancé. Beata was once again filled with a bit of pride – after all, it was she who brought such a valuable person to Carneol!
Lol, Loken, this is one of the questions I'm working through with my psychologist. Just write a letter to Anpan and burn it or tear it into small pieces. As for what to do with the letter itself – I don't know, it's up to you.