I would like to see the persimmon tree.

I joined the forum when I was 15. On the one hand, I cringe when I find my posts from those years; all those excessive closing parentheses))))))))00, the naiveté, and the lack of knowledge about things that now seem simple to me, the basic misunderstanding of trolling and sarcasm, even though it seems like my dad, a troll himself, raised me. But on the other hand, now, at 31, I feel like a much bigger teenager. I have a pink computer chair and a rainbow unicorn onesie, I watch silly cartoons about superheroes, listen to metal, and binge on shawarma (I made it myself, it's delicious). Yes, I don't have as much energy as I used to, and my unloved job takes up a lot of time, but I'm much more open to new things and more relaxed than I was in high school. So, I agree, I'm not in my thirties; I'm 21 with experience.