Dreams.

I keep having a lot of dreams (probably due to the antidepressants), although I only remember a small portion of them. Very often, it's the same plot, as if it's the same setting, not quite a game, but just a fantasy-themed world. There are all sorts of stats (HP, etc.), but it feels like if you die once, that's it. So, it's closest to "reality" but with game mechanics elements. Today, after a long introduction that I don't remember very well, we had a party of five people. The leader looked like Tomoe from Fate/Grand Order, and I apparently was in love with her. There was also me, Lock and Pless, and someone else I don't remember (sorry), and we were wandering through dungeons with a sinister, church-like theme. I only remember the last boss, one half of which was a huge white woman, and the other half was black (not in terms of real-world race, but literally – completely white and black, as if one was made of marble and the other of onyx, and both of her faces were motionless, like a statue), and she had black and white wings behind her, and she was levitating. We kept our distance most of the time while she launched some kind of horrible-looking substance at us, again, in black and white colors, but in the end, we still defeated her, and she turned into a woman in black robes. We talked to her about something, and she told me that I had lost a lot of HP... It turned out that her substance dealt permanent damage, and as a result, I lost 11k HP (I had 52k total, and now I have 41k, I don't know why I remember these numbers), and that happened because I was sort of a tank with a sword and shield and was defending the others... I remember trying to show that everything was fine, but in reality, I was very upset. I don't remember what happened next.
The other day, I had a dream about how I and some other adventurers had to defeat a huge lamia (snake woman), and it ended with me "romancing" her and saving the situation without a fight 8-)