Lungworth

Veritta is dead, or she has retired, it doesn't matter.

But honestly, it's even good that the RL killed me, otherwise I would have definitely burned out.
I'll just say that I wouldn't want to participate in a game where you have to grind overpowered builds, exploit the combat system, throw in random elements, skip quests, and suck up to every little thing. This isn't some kind of famous "hardcore" game, it's just crap, sorry.