Dreams.

Yesterday I had a super weird dream. I won't go into all the details, but to start with, all around me outside (and not only there), people for some unknown reason were getting into 18+ activities everywhere, while I was walking around with roughly this kind of face:

The only thing I clearly remember is that it wasn't my city, the scenery was unfamiliar, and I was staying at a hotel. There, by the way, in the restaurant where dinner was served, everyone was also indulging in that very same business, as if it were perfectly normal. I decided to skip dinner, stepped out into the hallway, and there the maids were also doing all sorts of things with each other and with the guests. I was invited to join in too, but I just replied that I was going back to my room to sleep.

The subconscious torments you with unrealized fantasies. I also often dream that I turn certain forms of existence into a sieve, using a tool that releases many small solid objects at once.