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The presence of a foreigner at the celebration — Ambrose Turbon — did not taint the mood of those gathered, and his speech was met with approving applause.
- Hmm. - Deus was finally left alone — only briefly, but here was the long-awaited moment of rest — for her, this day was tantamount to exhausting work. - Tell me, O knight of the Hegemony, how does it come to pass that they celebrate me, yet I feel no joy whatsoever?
Having thought a little — for, though Ambrose's attention was primarily fixed on Mariarnelia, there were too many notable faces in the hall for his gaze and mind not to linger on them even for a moment — the knight answered thus: -- To this question, O mistress of the soul
Two answers I can provide
And the first shall be the wisdom of the ancestors
The second — my own personal opinion
It is known that nothing is harder than freedom
And no greater freedom is there for us than power
The ruler bears more, implicitly,
Than the peasant, whose burden is heavy but visible
And therefore rulers are sorrowful
When a simple man can lose himself
The sovereign's soul always for the evil and the good
Of their land and subjects doth care.
But I shall speak differently. I am certain, alongside
The visible inborn gifts —
Like the strength of body, the nobility of countenance —
There are granted to us invisible blessings.
One soul is fierce in the heat of battle
Another with a discerning mind
Is gifted from birth. But sometimes
One cannot tell whether for good or for ill
We are as we are. Incapable of sorrow,
Of course, is the peasant, who in wild half-brutishness
Finds pleasure for himself.
But let a worthy man look upon such a one
And say: rather than such happiness
I would prefer to throw myself upon a sword.
The tall oak is the first to be broken by the storm
The fairest flower is the most vulnerable of all.
The finer the fold of the soul, the higher the summit of happiness —
More beautiful, yet harder to attain.
And the more terrible the depths of despair
To which a path is always laid
For everyone born beneath the sun.
While in the world there is more sorrow than joy,
Like a thin string trembling in the wind, the spirit,
Devoid of the armor of indifference with which
Other souls are clad from birth,
Feels the world's grief when others are blind,
Hears the vibrations of subtle matters
And clearly sees the truth of things.
At times not even conscious of their nature,
By sound reason alone. Here is the answer —
Tangled perhaps, but honest
Deus liked the knight's turn of phrase, but it was impossible to tell from her expression to what degree she had understood the words she heard.
- Were I the queen of Sithia rather than Tezoth, matters would stand quite differently — do as you please and command fates with a snap of your fingers, yet I do not hold in my hands the same power that the long-eared witch possesses. It follows that the world is ruled by force alone, and he who lacks it cannot be free — even if he nominally rules a continent. - Deus smirked at her own words. - How indecent is discontent with the fate of one who towers above all others.