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Well, if it's just flashbacks, then that's fine, but if there are actual current problems related to being on the forum, it's better to resolve them because neither you nor those around you will benefit from ambiguity and misunderstanding. As far as I remember, in "our community," there has never been any bullying (at least directly on the forum itself), and teasing and certain disagreements are common for any group, so I find it difficult to understand the essence of the possible problem.