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Unfortunately, sometimes this is just a side effect. A very unpleasant and very painful one, which completely spoils the whole experience. I was deeply upset when I was targeted during games and post-Mafia arguments. Especially when some players would provoke me into bets and other nonsense, perfectly aware of my excessive emotionality, and then they would be the ones to insult me with the worst words. So, according to your words, you enjoyed bringing me to tears. And now, when I write that it was unpleasant for me, you get offended. And what is the inconsistency here?
When I reread the Mafia discussions, I facepalmed a lot about myself and my behavior. I even wrote somewhere in a forum thread about how much of an idiot I was.
I think I should personally apologize to you here, as I provoked 70% of the arguments after and during games that involved you. It was ugly and mean.
Even if you don't forgive me, I still want to say that I don't feel any ill will towards you and that I am very sorry.
