MyDepressionList

I didn't want things to turn out this way.

Please forgive me.

I've been acting like a complete idiot for years.

But I never wanted things to end up like this.

Every time I reread those old posts, I feel incredibly embarrassed and ashamed.

I just wanted to feel cool in some way, so I put on a mask and acted like a self-assured idiot.

Please forgive me, I understand how disgusting I must have seemed.