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What internal reasons are you talking about? Are you even reading what I'm writing? I'm incredibly annoyed by the fact that...

All of the above also applies to traumatic factors that need to be addressed.
When you start dealing with your inner demons, you need to work with a specialist to address each one, and then follow up on it. If you leave out any details, it's all over.
Because often, it all starts with childhood trauma, and then it snowballs. And the issue of not being able to achieve what you want is also resolved by deeply analyzing why it's not working. And as a rule, the problem isn't in the superficial issues like "not having enough money" or "mom won't let me" (although that doesn't make them non-traumatic)...

They're just talking nonsense. The best you can get from them is pills.

I'm talking about a competent specialist, not someone who just sits around and gets paid. You must have just encountered a jerk. But how do you find a good one in the CIS countries?..

I'm not arguing that a lack of money has a very negative impact on the brain and life. As does working "for food," when you get a measly minimum wage that's only enough to cover rent and a month's worth of pasta. If there's any money left, you either buy clothes, because old clothes tend to wear out, or you buy luxuries like canned meat with beef anuses.
Considering that I've been unemployed for almost a year now and can't find anything decent that doesn't involve killing myself for some measly 12,000 rubles, I understand that finding a decent JOB is not easy. Especially when your education (if you have any) is useless, and you don't have enough experience in the right field. So I can't and won't give advice like: "Oh, you don't have enough money, find a new JOB."
However, I won't deny the fact that you need to change something if you're not happy with your finances. But even then, you need to figure yourself out first, then either take some training or keep applying for jobs until you succeed. And sooner or later, you will see some results.
But if you have no money, no desire to change anything, but you do have a desire to die, and then you say that you don't have any "internal problems," even though they obviously do, they're just not on the surface.
And yes, to summarize, life in the CIS countries is a pain in the ass on the hardest difficulty level. But that doesn't mean you should give up and stare into the void all day long (although, I do that myself), contemplating death.

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It's especially annoying to see other people who either haven't done anything and have everything they want, or are doing the same thing and have it, or have done less and have it, or have done more and have it.

Oh, this universal injustice is really annoying sometimes. And if it's okay with those who have achieved what they wanted through their own efforts, then those who have everything provided by their parents/acquaintances sometimes make you want to wish them cancer. However, not so much them as the creators of this fucked-up, vicious system, where the desired position, first place in a competition, and so on are given not to the one who deserves it, but to some brother/cousin/friend's child, and so on.