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why don't you want to be in reality and solve this problem? Solve the problem, and you won't need to suppress the symptoms.

Exactly. And it can't be solved simply by engaging in certain activities and making an effort. This doesn't work. Unlucky? Tough luck. And so on, in a vicious cycle. It's especially frustrating to see other people who either haven't done anything and have everything they want, or are doing the same things and have it, or have done less and have it, or have done more and have it. Or at least have something, not necessarily everything. It's all the same. But you just got unlucky. That's life. Tough luck.

I'm going to sleep. It's a shame, but I'll probably wake up again.