MyDepressionList

I agree with Neyra and Ples, guys are talking sense. I'll add that you can look for a psychotherapist or at least a psychologist online, if there aren't many available locally. But you really need a competent specialist, not just someone to chat with. And yes, regarding hobbies, especially creative ones - you need to be careful. On the one hand, creativity is great for relaxing and escaping problems, but on the other hand, depression can only get worse, especially when you start thinking about why everyone else draws better than you - I've experienced it myself.