Dreams.

I had a dream where I was assigned a ton of homework at the institute, but I didn't do it, and my mom kept nagging me. And I thought, "Oh, I need to do it, but I'm so lazy, and when will I have time to play games?" The whole dream was filled with this oppressive feeling of obligation that I needed to fulfill, but I kept putting it off. And then I woke up, felt relieved that I wasn't in the institute anymore, and immediately realized that I still had a lot of things to do that I kept postponing, but now I had to do them not for my mom, but for myself or my boss.