Didn't watch streams, didn't watch YouTubers.
First half of 2018
Started watching Pudik.
Second half of 2018
Started listening to various psychologists, biologists, physicists, etc.
I don't even know what to think about this.
If you assume your time isn't worthwhile, what happens is you don't just sit around sort of randomly in a state of responsibility-less bliss. What you do is suffer existentially.