Poems...

Maybe someone will like it... "Suicide" 1. I firmly lock the door with a key.
I press the gun tighter to my temple,
I gently lower my finger on the trigger.
I'm not crazy, but I can't live like this anymore.
2. Before death, I remember my life.
But something has clouded my mind.
I've forgotten everything, and I call for death more strongly,
But something prevents it from coming for me.

Chorus:
I beg you, come,
I'm tired of living!
I have nowhere to go,
I have no one to love!
My age is already great,
I haven't had any children,
I have no relatives,
I have no friends!

3. I forcefully lower my finger on the trigger,
I feel a fleeting pain,
Then a sharp bullet pierces my temple,
Taking the fading life away with it.
4. Forgive me, oh God, forgive me!
Death didn't come to me, but I found it.
And now my soul must go to judgment.
God, forgive me for coming to you myself.

Chorus:
Now judge me:
Why did I have to live?!
Because there's nowhere to go!
Because there's no one to love!
My age is already great,
I haven't had any children.
And there were no relatives,
And there were no friends!
Why live then...?