Literature.

Hey, since you like fantasy, try "The Witcher." It's just a suggestion. There's a series of books, and the first book, "The Witcher," is a collection of stories about a grim monster hunter who was supposed to have his emotions suppressed during mutation, but it didn't quite work. The world of "The Witcher" is quite unique, by the way. It's a world of brutality, where everyone is ready to kill each other, and the noble elves aren't so noble after all. In those times, humans are displacing many races: elves, dwarves, gnomes, and from the south comes the Nilfgaardian Empire (which, by the way, is similar to Nazi Germany), and everywhere there is bloodshed. The Witcher, a clear anti-hero and killer in all respects, appears to be somewhat righteous against the backdrop of universal chaos. I also liked one description of how, after finishing his training, he went out into the world, full of noble intentions. In the forest, he encountered a group: bandits were attacking a merchant and his daughter and were about to... well, you can imagine. The Witcher daydreamed about how he would save them, and they would thank him, so he attacked the bandits. He slashed the fat one, cutting his back open and splashing blood on the daughter, which made her vomit and faint, while the merchant and the bandits, screaming wildly, fled into the forest. The book is, of course, for a specific audience, but nevertheless.