Ethereal
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I will try to explain myself. For me, the concepts of love, passion, and excitement are meaningless. There are things that are much more important. I respect people's faith in anything, but only because I know that faith is the path to self-discipline. Faith is necessary for people who doubt themselves, for those who are weak in will and mind. However, without it, such people become easy targets for the masters of money, who use them for their own interests. I myself believe only in myself. For me, science and Creation are of the highest value. I will immediately say that Creation combines everything that is meaningless to me, but I am also fully engaged in it. There are things that I cannot explain.
1 I hate following the instinct of reproduction and cheesy love songs, but I love Soviet pop music. The post-war one.
2 I hate gays and trans people, I consider them mutants that need to be exterminated, although I enjoy watching lesbian "shows."
3 I love beautiful and intelligent (not cunning) girls, but such girls are rare. The rest are not interesting to me, even in an intimate sense.
4 I cannot understand Nazis, but I hate the USA as a state.
5 I hate capitalists and liberals, but I do not want a new Stalinism in my country.
6 I dream of closing everything that harms the environment, production, but I want to have gas, electricity, and the internet in my house.
7 I am for freedom of speech, but against freedom of insults.
8 I am against violence in families, but against the Western-style Child Protection Services. And against the destruction of the institution of the family.
9 I hate movies about heroes with superpowers, although I would not mind having them myself.
10 I am a patriot of Russia! But I mostly listen to Scandinavian metal and Irish folk.
These contradictions have taken root in my mind. It is too late to re-educate me; I am already over 30, I served in the army and fought in Chechnya, I myself took lives and saw friends die. Before the army, I studied Ninjutsu and participated in gang wars, with and without weapons. I was a fan of CSKA and Metal, and before the army, I regularly participated in fan clashes and the destruction of gay clubs and parades. Now I have calmed down and do not participate in hooliganism due to my deteriorating health and a change in worldview, to a more peaceful one, but not liberal. Moreover, I have become a communist. Although my attitude towards music has not changed, and I cannot stand pop and rap with all my being, I have become more tolerant of this nonsense without aggression. There was a saturation with freedom and democracy, during which I committed many shameful acts (believe me, you too, just remember), and now I want my country to get rid of capitalist dictates and embark on the path of socialism.
Do not judge me harshly. I am not sociable and do not like empty chatter, which is why I have so few posts, although I have been registered for a long time. I prefer to read. This applies to everything. From fiction to news. And listen. I have a keen ear, although they tried to dull it for more than 20 years with the machines at the furniture factory, where I ended up due to the collapse of the family, which happened during the collapse of the USSR. From videos, I only watch Oper.ru and movies, not on TV and without commercials. Rarely, I watch what my current friends in Skype, who have 3-4 higher educations, give links to, due to the fact that I do not have one, which contributes to my self-development, thanks to my acquaintance with them.
That's the story. And our movie will be about something completely different...
1 I hate following the instinct of reproduction and cheesy love songs, but I love Soviet pop music. The post-war one.
2 I hate gays and trans people, I consider them mutants that need to be exterminated, although I enjoy watching lesbian "shows."
3 I love beautiful and intelligent (not cunning) girls, but such girls are rare. The rest are not interesting to me, even in an intimate sense.
4 I cannot understand Nazis, but I hate the USA as a state.
5 I hate capitalists and liberals, but I do not want a new Stalinism in my country.
6 I dream of closing everything that harms the environment, production, but I want to have gas, electricity, and the internet in my house.
7 I am for freedom of speech, but against freedom of insults.
8 I am against violence in families, but against the Western-style Child Protection Services. And against the destruction of the institution of the family.
9 I hate movies about heroes with superpowers, although I would not mind having them myself.
10 I am a patriot of Russia! But I mostly listen to Scandinavian metal and Irish folk.
These contradictions have taken root in my mind. It is too late to re-educate me; I am already over 30, I served in the army and fought in Chechnya, I myself took lives and saw friends die. Before the army, I studied Ninjutsu and participated in gang wars, with and without weapons. I was a fan of CSKA and Metal, and before the army, I regularly participated in fan clashes and the destruction of gay clubs and parades. Now I have calmed down and do not participate in hooliganism due to my deteriorating health and a change in worldview, to a more peaceful one, but not liberal. Moreover, I have become a communist. Although my attitude towards music has not changed, and I cannot stand pop and rap with all my being, I have become more tolerant of this nonsense without aggression. There was a saturation with freedom and democracy, during which I committed many shameful acts (believe me, you too, just remember), and now I want my country to get rid of capitalist dictates and embark on the path of socialism.
Do not judge me harshly. I am not sociable and do not like empty chatter, which is why I have so few posts, although I have been registered for a long time. I prefer to read. This applies to everything. From fiction to news. And listen. I have a keen ear, although they tried to dull it for more than 20 years with the machines at the furniture factory, where I ended up due to the collapse of the family, which happened during the collapse of the USSR. From videos, I only watch Oper.ru and movies, not on TV and without commercials. Rarely, I watch what my current friends in Skype, who have 3-4 higher educations, give links to, due to the fact that I do not have one, which contributes to my self-development, thanks to my acquaintance with them.
That's the story. And our movie will be about something completely different...