I'm only waiting for the poll results. I don't care about anything else anymore.
I wonder how much more unanimous the Hive members would be if it were a poll about removing a moderator.
It's just very upsetting to realize that I wanted to do something good, but in the end, I'm just a hysterical person with a gatekeeper syndrome, wanting to wave the ban hammer just because I feel like it, attention-seeker, and so on, whatever Lokken wrote about me in the Abbey. Why am I even needed, I ask myself.
Well, once the poll is over and the fate of the politics thread is decided, I'll follow the decision and leave the Hive.
I'd like to highlight one point separately:
Why am I even needed, I ask myself.
Doing something good means creating an interesting topic, discussing something, or organizing an event. If you want to organize an expedition, find out why people aren't signing up for it. If the reason isn't the users' activity but the content, then fix what the players want (based on criticism and suggestions). However, it's probably too late for that now. It's a shame that we didn't make it for three more weeks, but what can we do now.