la mort

I've trained myself to accept the idea that everything in this world is ephemeral and transient. Subconsciously, as a teenager, I would meticulously replay various tragic scenarios in my head, imagining what could happen to me and my loved ones, in order to be mentally prepared for them... And this habit sometimes still manifests itself, although I'm already trying not to think about it. I would like to die when I want to, and in the way I want to. Ideally, I'd like to be an old man who understands that he can no longer bring anything good to the world physically, and his mind is already fading, and I would choose some form of euthanasia for myself (I hope this will be legal by that time). But, of course, anything can happen at any time, so I try to live in the moment and breathe deeply here and now.