Sacred Haven of Debauchery

Heaven -- 6 It was perfectly normal to fall into such a depression after certain events. But sulking and moping like a recluse is still not worth it; one must move forward.

I am, in a way, moving forward and don't intend to spend my entire life doing what I'm doing, constantly sitting at the computer and on HeroesWorld. But the thing is, the SORROW doesn't let go, no matter what I do. And it may very well turn out that even if I accomplish everything I've set out to do (and these are the simplest things that normal people do in no time, far simpler plans than Revan's), the SORROW will still remain. The high probability of such an outcome is very demotivating and slows me down. Yet I still keep crawling. In the intervals between fits of despair.