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And this is from very recently; it describes my current emotional and mental state. Lina is my ex-girlfriend, with whom things started so well in terms of communication and understanding, but then very quickly spiraled into nothing... In general, many of these things have references to real people who wounded me spiritually one way or another, so get ready, there will be a lot of f**king suffering.
ROSES IN THE HOSPITAL
初核日: 17.07.02
Roses in the hospital...
I'm trying to break my fingers.
Roses in the hospital...
I want to press myself against something warm.
Roses in the hospital...
Developing like a constant war.
Roses in the hospital...
Now there is no one left to be ashamed of.
All I wanted was to find a home.
Now I'm so drugged up that I have no strength left.
As if I were a leaf in an autumn storm,
As if a stone in a mountain waterfall...
I don't need your f**king sympathy.
Roses in the hospital...
Stubbing cigarettes out on my arm.
Roses in the hospital...
Trying to find even something worthwhile.
Roses in the hospital...
Nothing can make me happy anymore.
Roses in the hospital...
Because marijuana is too trendy right now.
All I wanted was to find a home.
Now I'm so drugged up that I have no strength left.
As if I were a leaf in an autumn storm,
As if a stone in a mountain waterfall...
I don't need your f**king sympathy.
Roses in the hospital...
Look at how much I've achieved in life.
Roses in the hospital...
I raise my voice, but no one hears my words.
Roses in the hospital...
And flowers cannot express this feeling of loss.
Roses in the hospital...
Faded memories of burned trash,
Burned trash!
Forever-forever too late...
Forever-forever too late...
Forever,
Forever.
Forever-forever too late...
(Independence is a myth.)
Forever-forever too late...
(And responsibility bores me to death.)
Forever,
Forever.
(Lina, Lina, Lina, Lina, Lina-Lina-Lina-Lina will fail!)
Forever-forever too late...
Forever-forever too late...
Forever,
Forever.
Forever-forever too late...
(Love scratches into my skin.)
Forever-forever too late...
(It's sexually transmitted, like a suntan.)
(And I didn't know, I didn't know the sun at all!)
(Lina, Lina, Lina, Lina, Lina-Lina-Lina-Lina will fail!)
ROSES IN THE HOSPITAL
初核日: 17.07.02
Roses in the hospital...
I'm trying to break my fingers.
Roses in the hospital...
I want to press myself against something warm.
Roses in the hospital...
Developing like a constant war.
Roses in the hospital...
Now there is no one left to be ashamed of.
All I wanted was to find a home.
Now I'm so drugged up that I have no strength left.
As if I were a leaf in an autumn storm,
As if a stone in a mountain waterfall...
I don't need your f**king sympathy.
Roses in the hospital...
Stubbing cigarettes out on my arm.
Roses in the hospital...
Trying to find even something worthwhile.
Roses in the hospital...
Nothing can make me happy anymore.
Roses in the hospital...
Because marijuana is too trendy right now.
All I wanted was to find a home.
Now I'm so drugged up that I have no strength left.
As if I were a leaf in an autumn storm,
As if a stone in a mountain waterfall...
I don't need your f**king sympathy.
Roses in the hospital...
Look at how much I've achieved in life.
Roses in the hospital...
I raise my voice, but no one hears my words.
Roses in the hospital...
And flowers cannot express this feeling of loss.
Roses in the hospital...
Faded memories of burned trash,
Burned trash!
Forever-forever too late...
Forever-forever too late...
Forever,
Forever.
Forever-forever too late...
(Independence is a myth.)
Forever-forever too late...
(And responsibility bores me to death.)
Forever,
Forever.
(Lina, Lina, Lina, Lina, Lina-Lina-Lina-Lina will fail!)
Forever-forever too late...
Forever-forever too late...
Forever,
Forever.
Forever-forever too late...
(Love scratches into my skin.)
Forever-forever too late...
(It's sexually transmitted, like a suntan.)
(And I didn't know, I didn't know the sun at all!)
(Lina, Lina, Lina, Lina, Lina-Lina-Lina-Lina will fail!)
