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The problem here is that I grew up in a Russian-speaking and patriotic (towards Russia) family, where it was common to believe that the Russian language is awesome, and Ukrainian is garbage. Well, that really hit me hard.

And in general, whatever I took on throughout my life turned into failures, even things that I enjoyed.

a used-up, inadequate person who likes to overthink

+++ for me

It's good that the text isn't as short as Gerist's.

Hey, I might be able to write something better now, but back then my hands were shaking and my mind was shutting down...

that from a five-day routine you just wear yourself out.

I had something similar happen to me some time ago, only in a slightly more difficult situation. Here, it's important to note two things: firstly, not all people are simply able to adapt to such a rhythm, regardless of the degree of habituation and so on, although many not-so-bright people constantly try to prove the opposite. And secondly, Revan, unlike me, at least shares his thoughts and feelings with others, possibly finding some support or a sort of discussion, which, I hope, somehow positively affects at least his mental state. (when I usually prefer to suffer in solitude, not counting that beloved Nebkom post...)

Anyway, hang in there, Revan. I'd like to wish you something, but considering that my acquaintances wished me so much health for this birthday that I'm still struggling to recover, hehe, so I'd better not).