The result is a depressed and apathetic person with no time or energy.
The more a person works without rest, the worse they feel. You just need to find something you enjoy and dedicate yourself to it, and then you won't suffer. Let the remnants of the Soviet Union unload wagons; Sisyphean labor is not a spa treatment.
But this is a dead end; in the end, you'll just lock yourself away in your dreams.