Sacred Haven of Debauchery

By “benefit,” I mean not reading the literature assigned for the summer, but rather a direct benefit in a logical, biological, and healthy sense – activities that you choose for yourself, that you find interesting and enjoyable. If you’re not stupid, you’ll grow into a decent person anyway; it’s not necessary to solve equations or read a stack of 20th-century works for that. And you won’t lose your mind just by looking at the calendar and seeing that three months have passed since the last time you looked at the calendar.

I understand you. But the problem is that in order to start doing those activities that are interesting and enjoyable right now, you need resources. I am just about to acquire these very resources and start doing what you wrote (the process has already begun, but for now, I only need to wait). Unfortunately, my perception of our little world has deteriorated significantly lately. At best, by doing what I like, I will simply feel okay. I highly doubt that it will ever be good again, in the same sense as it was before. The main thing is that it doesn’t get worse.
P.S. I don’t want to talk about this on the forums. It’s already been discussed many times by me and others in real life.

I was horrified when I realized that I had spent 10 years on the forums.

Well, never mind. I spent 7 years in real life on some nonsense. It’s sad, but what can you do? Unfortunately, you can’t change the past.