Dreams.

now it's clear who the heroes of Nereid's dreams are

But you're the one I dream about more often. I even had one crazy dream a few months ago, I don't remember if I told you about it or not. But it was also bizarre, it took place in two realities and it was also with you.
True, I don't remember much, except that Aretz was some kind of rich scoundrel, I was his captive as a servant (but without any perversions!), he tried to hit on me a little (or was just teasing), but I fought back and sent him away (I was only thinking about Lesha), and there was some girl who was very much in love with him and wanted me to suffer the worst death, just so I wouldn't be around His Majesty (but I was just cleaning his room there). And in the parallel reality, which was like our world, my Lesha went hunting (which he loves to do in real life), and I invited Aretz to drink with me. Then there was a transition back to that world, where he's a scoundrel, and there I was already teasing that girl, who was drinking with her lover, he finds it interesting to be with me, and he sends her away (although in that parallel, I hated Aretz, probably because he took me captive and made me work, cleaning his room and so on).
There were other details, but they've faded from my memory. Maybe I already told you about it. Or maybe not.

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In short, no matter how you look at it, my brain has a very vivid imagination.