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Friends, comrades, my brothers, I miraculously managed to be among you again, while my conscience is still with me!
I was starting to forget what it was like, but some higher power returned it to me for a moment!
In the hustle and bustle, you started asking me slightly the wrong questions.
Please take a close look at the following timeline (I even had to rewatch it – I spent 10 minutes of my precious life on it).
1) Carefully watch 42:40-42:50; it clearly shows the autosave gm1 at 19:02 and gm2 at 19:15 – this is the directory for the saves where I went.
2) Watch 44:00-44:10, where I supposedly want to load this save from 19:15 (which is the logical continuation).
3) Watch Amillu's screen at 45:50 - 46:00, where this save should load, and it's visible on Amillu's screen; it displays with the time 19:15 (come on, LOAD!!!).
And suddenly, the save becomes different, showing the 28th at 0:54, and the castles are different, even! It's visible for exactly half a second, right in the interval 46:00 - 46:10, and then Amillu says: "No, that's not it at all; what are you doing?!"
So, why, instead of loading the correct save from 19:15, which I had already selected, did it suddenly change to a completely different game???
And how could I not notice the different castles in the save???
Was it some kind of devil that confused me, or did Bender the Rodriquez, the charming rogue, possess me?!
Furthermore, look how long I was searching for it! And during that time, why couldn't I find it? Even the viewers saw it several times!
How am I even playing Heroes at all? How?
4) Next, I load the previous save, 19:02, instead of 19:15 again, and it seems everything is fine, if it weren't for my conscience!
I earnestly ask to be punished precisely for the fact that I deliberately did not provide this save from 19:15 in order to try to turn the situation to my advantage.
I feel so unpunished that I'm doing this on stream! If it weren't for this, God is my witness, I could have done even worse! And how will I live with that in moments of clarity? How???
Can you imagine what will happen if everyone starts doing this?
And now, the most important thing: friends are known in times of trouble, and when they see that something is wrong with their friend, they will always guide him on the right path, no matter the cost.
Dear judges, if this is overlooked again, such impunity will drag me even deeper into the swamp of lies and hypocrisy.
I want to become cleaner, kinder, and more honest, but I can't do it alone; HELP ME! I sincerely hope for your help – I have no other choice! I tried – God is my witness!
Remember, if nothing is done now, I can no longer vouch for myself – I'm afraid to even think about what I might be capable of (for example, in game 111, I might find a way to cheese 10 Archons, clear the entire map with them, and then calmly say, "Well, the whole map was easy to conquer like that." What difference does it make?).
P.S. – even after all this, if you don't support me and don't take any action, I ask all players (especially those who stream) to insist on my broadcast; if you don't do this, you will have only yourselves to blame.
And those whom I defeated, at least in this tournament, should count my disconnections – although I've long since accustomed you to the fact that I have a bad internet connection, and disconnections have become the norm.
Sincerely, your Darkello, who can still be saved!