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Thank you very much to the author of the thread. I learned about this topic recently, and it's cool that you still remember my nickname. I liked Ayman's position; I respect it, as I used to be the same. Indeed, what's the point of playing if you don't believe – it just spoils the mood.
You write interestingly – it's like you need to repent, saying that you understand, maybe you'll forgive… but it's too late, nothing is needed anymore, everything has burned out in my soul. When there were disputes on the portal, I thought, "Well, why are you so blind? You don't even see the basic logic that a player who knows the map wouldn't play like that, etc." I was worried, I wanted to grab my opponents by the collar, suggest that I take a lie detector test, and everything would fall into place… But then, something burned out inside. The game was everything to me; I played for my soul, taught others, explained everything, kept 7 GB of saves, and it turned out that it's all useless… now I understand better those whom I judged during the 4 years of running tournaments on the portal. I'm sure many of them played normally, but they were not understood. It turns out that sometimes you can't prove anything in Heroes. The only salvation is streaming, but even then, you can come up with a way to spoil the game.
So, forget about suspicions and just play, enjoy the game.