My Depression List

My Depression List

My Depression List

We all feel like that right now.

God, I'm so damn tired of these meaningless hours-long lying awake at night.

Fatigue level: spent the whole day thinking it was Thursday, and just found out it's actually Friday

F*ck...

What the hell is this, went to bed with heartache, woke up with a pain in the ass. Now it's all mixed together and it's just hit me with sadness :(

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Well, that's pretty harsh and all that. But if you've been suffering from depression for way too many years, you should go see a psychiatrist, take meds, go through therapy. No blogger advice is going to help here.

I'd say it's bullshit. But my husband's buddy spent years sitting in depression like that, especially after a nasty divorce with a ton of debt and all the property going to his ex-wife, moved to St. Petersburg, thought "well, now life's gonna take off." In the end, after almost 10 years of trying to ignore depression through constant grinding at a warehouse and so on, the guy realized he was losing his mind and feeling like crap. His mental state got shaky, and his physical health too, so he went to a therapist — got a referral to the loony bin. Thought about it, thought about it, checked himself in. Already been there twice over the past year.

By his own words, the problem isn't solved at all, but therapy does help overall, and on the meds he genuinely feels better.

He's f***ing crazy.