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This is the saddest part. It's one thing when someone is just unskilled, but it's another when you would love to try and become an amazing artist, but you physically have no choice.
Sorry if I'm triggering anyone, but in the last couple of years, I've started drawing much more, completely immersed myself in art, preferring it to almost any other activity, and many of my thoughts revolve around this topic, with accompanying anxieties like "Everyone draws better than me, and I want to die."